[Congressional Record (Bound Edition), Volume 145 (1999), Part 14] [Senate] [Pages 20003-20004] [From the U.S. Government Publishing Office, www.gpo.gov]IN MEMORY OF PAUL SCOTT HOWELL Mr. INHOFE. Mr. President, on Wednesday, July 28, Paul Scott Howell of Edmond, Oklahoma was shot and killed as he pulled into the driveway of his parents' home. The apparent motive is carjacking. At the time of his death, Mr. Howell was returning from a shopping trip for school supplies with his daughters and his sister. Fortunately, his daughters and sister were not harmed. On Monday, August 2, the City of Edmond mourned this senseless death. It was clear from the tone of the service and from those who attended that Paul was loved and admired by many. Although I never had the pleasure of knowing Paul, I suspect that not only have his family and friends suffered a great loss but the entire country has as well because Paul was one of those people that we all wish we could be like. I think Carol Hartzog, the Managing Editor of the Edmond Sun newspaper says it best in a recent column, ``You would have liked Paul Howell.'' Mr. President, I ask to have printed in the Record Ms. Hartzog's tribute to Paul Scott Howell. The tribute follows: [From The Edmond Sun, Aug. 3, 1999] You Would Have Liked Paul Howell (By Carol Hartzog) Paul Howell's life went full circle. Four-year-old ``Paulie'' was blessed by a security that only a 1950s-era Edmond could provide. It was an idyllic time. Forty years later, Paul was gunned down dead in his boyhood neighborhood last Wednesday. He was a blessed youngster, and through life's trials, has been gifted as an adult. He would in turn bless all who knew him. Despite his death, his testament will live on. Often, the media will make a victim of random violence into a larger-than-life character. But in this case, Paul Howell ministered to so many, young and old. On one hand, he would light up a room with his bounding presence, his boisterous, fun-loving way. On the other hand, in an unassuming way, this 45-year-old man would mentor to those who had fallen victim of the bottle and sought help from Alcoholics Anonymous. Not only was he a recovering alcoholic, but he had such a passion for it that his story will live--and benefit--so many long after his death. He carried the message to other alcoholics, and mentored them through their steps of recovery. ``Paul didn't just use AA,'' his brother Bill told me. ``AA used him to continue to reach out to others. . . . He grabbed hold of it. He was available all the time, and pushed other people into it, and I was so proud of him doing it.'' ``It takes a special person to let go of that anonymity,'' Bill said. Paul really didn't care. He was so happy that AA had changed his life, he wanted to reach out and change as many people as he could. ``That's the real wonder of Paul.'' Paul took AA's philosophy to the ultimate degree--one day at a time. A funeral for an alcoholic often gathers a handful of people. Often, there has been no road to recovery, only to death, either by your own hand or another's. In contrast, Paul Howell's funeral Monday was a celebration--a celebration of one who had triumphed. And with Paul's gifts of an award-winning smile, his sense of humor an his good looks, he helped so many because of his Maker. Because of his hardships, he connected with the youth of his church, relating his failures and his message, ``Don't do to your parents what I did.'' Howell's funeral Monday brought people from all the ``walks'' of his life--his boyhood chums, his AA friends and the community of faith that had been there, literally, from the beginning. I never had the pleasure of meeting Paul. But it was evident from the many I visited with that what I have said is true. He and his family touched many lives. His family roots extend to the Land Run here. Sitting next to me was the 80-something year-old retired church organist, who accompanied Paul's mother, Dorothy, and the rest of the choir. The musician watched little Paul and his older brothers grow up. On the other side of me was Larry, a business associate in the insurance industry. Paul would visit Larry's office at least monthly. He has a gregarious nature. ``I expect by now, he's met everyone in heaven and they all like him,'' he said. ``He never met a stranger. Although, last week, he did.'' And then there's the teen-ager who was in Paul's ninth- and 10th-grade Sunday School class. ``He was really cool,'' Matt said. Paul would occasionally give him tickets to University of Oklahoma ball games. Leroy spoke at Howell's funeral Monday. Leroy is ``A friend of Bill W.,'' as the funeral bulletin would state. That reference is to the founder of AA. Through powerful, audible terms, all those who attended the funeral knew Paul's influence through AA. When Leroy spoke from the pulpit and said, ``Hello, my name is Leroy and I'm a recovering alcoholic. . . .'' I would surmise a third of those in attendance said, ``Hello, Leroy,'' the standard response spoken in unison at AA meetings. You knew Paul was a testament to the power of AA. The diversity of Paul's scope of influence was apparent. The sanctuary was overflowing. There were hundreds lining its walls, in the foyer, the crying rooms and other anterooms-- 1,200 people in all, it's estimated. The altar area was covered with 25 flower arrangements--the huge kind that would only look small in the setting of a British cathedral. Dozens more lesser arrangements filled in what space was left. Paul's memorial service was also a testament to Edmond--a community coming together to pay its respects to the victim of such a random, senseless act. In the 1950's this then-small town would give Paulie a Rockwell-esque setting in which to grow up. The town's population was 9,000. First Christian Church provided the security that came with that. He and his two older brothers would bound over fences to the neighbors' houses where the Gibsons and the Rices lived. He grew up in a tight-knit neighborhood where many of his playmates remained to adulthood and to adult responsibilities. That's unique in Edmond today, where a third of our population didn't live here five years ago. His youthful years became troubled with normal teen-age problems, drinking being a part of that. Twelve years ago, his life took another turn when he admitted his alcoholism and sought help with AA. That road would take him to a new high, a pinnacle that few reach when struggling with alcoholism. His community of faith at First Christian Church would walk with him. And along that long stretch, he touched so many. He had been given a gift of new life through AA, and he has been giving back over the years. This community has pulled together before--the 1986 tornado that struck our town but miraculously took no lives. The post office massacre that same year that took 15 citizens. And the Murrah Building bombing that took 19 Edmond residents. We don't get any better at coping. [[Page 20004]] But we know, as the Rev. Kyle Maxwell so eloquently stated Monday, that ``suffering got us here (through the crucifixion of Christ on the Cross).'' Let's not ``try to make sense out of the senseless crime,'' Maxwell said. ``The `why?' of it is that God created us to be free. Sometimes that's too heavy a burden for some people.'' He has given us the freedom to be compassionate and the freedom to take another's life, Maxwell said. I believe that Christians are to be people of grace and of forgiveness. We are as sinful as the people who took Paul's life. In this case, society places consequences on those sins acted out. But, Jesus said that any sin is just as deadly, even if it is, unspoken and remains in the heart. You are to forgive, for if you don't, anger will literally eat away any energy or beauty that Paul may have placed in your hearts. That's what it's all about. Grace. And if you are not at that point to forgive in your journey, say so. Make a commitment to try. The families of those in jail who are on this side of heaven and going through a worldly hell need your prayers. I believe Paul would have been right there, leading the prayer service for those sinners like himself. He has experienced his own private hell and knew from whence they came. ____________________